"THE PLAN" was to be an entertainer I love the Arts,theatre and dance,and that was a dream of mine,to act and dance,& be this huge author/own a magazine company. I have the talent, I was blessed with the gift and this is one plan I will never let go of.
Let me take you back a few yrs ago
I remember having these talks with my friend kioni and a former friend(shall remain nameless) we talked about moving in together the different colors our rooms would be. being in music videos,in movies,singing careers, things like that. I thought we were to remain friends because I considered them family. so I would back them up, support their goals, try to help us reach our goals, but that did not go as planned or end on a good note once I saw deep down how Dishonest,disloyal,&selfish some "friends" can be.
now back to the present times
"The plan" was to finish college with a degree and start my business by the time I was 24 well I've come to realize that everything won't go 100% according to my set goal time. I get frustrated sometimes at the thought of not getting things done in the time I planned,but I have to deal with it and keep striving.
Apart of "The plan" was to move in by 2010 with my bestfriend,lover,my husband(not legally married yet)but that also did not happen. currently I live at home w/dad and so I feel before we rush that move in together its important for me to have my own place first. he has experience freedom for yrs now(I strongly encourage that for young adult couples) I'm still friends with kioni,and I gained some more great people in my life, an although my plans has been set back,or altered alittle bit because of minor or major circumstances that happen. trust me I'm going to have everything I want eventually.
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